Are you pessimistic or optimistic? Why?

hmm this is a hard one becuse i see my self dreaming alot wishing i could do things or see visions in my head that are just what they are there dreams but i wish they were real . i do also try to set goals in life like the goal to achive better grades in school or be a better person in life or do better at dance and i try everyday to find ways i can be a better friend or sister or daughter i really dont have a lot of confendence in my self and i think thats a big goal i need to achive in my sl life and my rl life another really big goal i need to learn is try to have fun and not feel that what ever u do ur going to get hurt and feel i always need to hide =/